Friday, September 12, 2008

One of Shakespeare's cooler speeches...

I have of late, but wherefore I know not, lost all my mirth, forgone all custom of exercise, and indeed it goes so heavily against my disposition that this goodly frame, the earth, seems to me a sterile promontory. The air, look you, this brave o'erhanging firmament, this majestical roof fretted with golden fire, why, it seems no other thing to me than a foul and pestilent congregation of vapours! What a piece of work is man! how noble in reason! how infinite in faculty! in form and moving how express and admirable! in action how like an angel! in apprehension how like a god! The beauty of the world! the paragon of animals! And yet, to me, what is this quintessence of dust? Man delights not me.

~Hamlet, Act II scene ii

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Thursday, April 26, 2007

Remember

So recently I've become a Josh Groban-aholic. (So what if it's not a word? It is now!!) Because of this little fact, I'm taking the liberty of posting a fabulous song on this site, just because I happen to know NO ONE is bloody reading this thing. Oh well. It's all good.

Remember, by Josh Groban

Remember, I will still be here
As long as you hold me, in your memory

Remember, when your dreams have ended
Time can be transcended
Just remember me

I am the one star that keeps burning, so brightly,
It is the last light, to fade into the rising sun

I'm with you
Whenever you tell, my story

Remember, I will still be here
As long as you hold me, in your memory
Remember me

I am the one voice in the cold wind, that whispers
And if you listen, you'll hear me call across the sky

As long as I still can reach out, and touch you
Then I will never die

Remember, I'll never leave you
If you will only
Remember me

Remember me...

Remember, I will still be here
As long as you hold me
In your memory

Remember, when your dreams have ended
Time can be transcended
I live forever
Remember me

Remember me
Remember... me...
taken from the lovelyLyrics

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Gosh darn, it's been too long

So a lot has happened in the past nine months. No, I'm not pregnant, you fools, so get that out of your heads ;-)
I'm in 3 AP classes, and looking into advanced maths and sciences. Why, you may ask? Because the Academies look for that. Yes, the United States military academies. Them. More out of reach than the Ivy Leagues, yet so friggin close I can taste them.
My parents finally got divorced.
My father is getting remarried.
My mother bought a motorcyle and is learning how to drive it.
A dear friend of mine, Brittany May, died in a tornado.
And everytime I think of her, that sweet, sweet girl, only 17, the only thing that keeps running through my head is some lyrics by Kenny Chesney. Alex won't listen to the song anymore, because it makes her sad. But I think that right now being sad is about the only thing that's going to get me over this.
I don't know if anyone reads this thing, after my nearly year-long hiatus and my previous sporradic posting, but frankly, I don't care.
I need this out of my system.

Who You'd Be Today
by Kenny Chesney

Sunny days seem to hurt the most
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
I feel you everywhere I go
I see your smile, I see your face
I hear you laughin' in the rain
Still can't believe you're gone.

It ain't fair you died too young
Like a story that had just begun
But death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I been through
Just knowin' no one could take your place
Sometimes I wonder
Who you'd be today.

Would you see the world, would you chase your dreams
Settle down with a family
I wonder what would you name your babies
Somedays the sky's so blue
I feel like I can talk to you
And I know it might sound crazy.

It ain't fair you died too young
Like a story that had just begun
But death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I been through
Just knowin' no one could take your place
Sometimes I wonder
Who you'd be today.

Today, today, today
Today, today, today.

Sunny days seem to hurt the most
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
The only thing that gives me hope
Is I know I'll see you again some day
Someday, someday...


Brittany, clear black nights and bonfires. I love you, girl.
~~your bodyguard.

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

So what's going on?
School let out late May. I worked for a while, then went to spend two weeks in good old Mansfield, Texas. I got to see some friends from girl scouts and go to church camp, which was nice. Flew to Atlanta and got a connecting flight to Orlando and went back to work the next day.
I seriously had friends who didn't even realize I'd been gone. Tell me that ain't sad, and I call you a liar.
I went to church this evening and the power of God was so great. I just want to know what my calling is, and what I'm meant to do. Whatever it is, I'll do it.
God bless, and good night.

Friday, May 12, 2006

Ladies and Gentlemen

I am now a C/LTJG in charge of the Academics of the unit. Got promoted yesterday.
:)

Monday, May 01, 2006

All right, Ladies and Germs.. Change of Command Ceremony is coming up on the 11th. The staff will be pulling aside the cadets they feel most likely to do well on staff as officers or chiefs.
Wish me luck!

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Yet again..

Somebody on staff is sweet on me.. I mean, they really like me. They keep giving me jewlery. Collar jewlery, but yeah. Last time it was an eagle with a little pointy thing underneath, and this time it's an eagle with TWO!!!! pointy things.
Hecks yes, I was promoted!
Love
Me.

Monday, February 27, 2006

I keep getting these strokes of inspiration.. or maybe just strokes.. whatever.

Guys, (and you know who you are), females are more than just reproductive organs for males. We are people. We have minds. We are thinkers and doers. We are equals. Please respect that.
We were made from the rib of man for a reason. Not from the head to be superior, or from the foot to be trod on. We were made from the rib to be equal.
Don't worship the ground we walk on. Just treat us like people.

Saturday, February 18, 2006

My sixteenth birthday yesterday!! Sooooooo much fun. Oh yes. The very spices of life were here at my house.
And a couple of weeks ago, I wrote this.
You know what? I just realized that we're "looking for a perfect fit in an off the rack world". You're not going to find exactly what you're looking for, but there is going to be the one who comes pretty darn close. He or she is not going to be perfect, and we, none of us, can ask for that. We don't have the right to ask for perfection. There's only One Perfect (meaning God). When I find the one who is as close to perfect as he can be, I'll be happy.
But until then, I'm going to try to be happy anyway. Because in today's society, it's all about being with someone at a young age, like 13 and 14. And there are some who would actually hurt themselves because the first one wasn't the right one. I am genuinely sad for those kids. I'm sorry that they didn't realize that there will be others if the first wasn't right. There are those that would cut themselves or worse because of influences from society that say these things should happen. It's ridiculous. Rather than hurting yourself, find solace in the fact that there is someone out there for you, and though you may not find him or her at age 13, he or she is out there, and they're going to be worth waiting for. Don't lose it all because of a disappointment. There is someone who loves you for you.







































And if you can't find them in your "appropriate" amount of time, there's always the priesthood or the convents ;-).

Lots of love to my people
Miranda

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

PO2

Guess who failed her PO2 test?
Geez.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

AMI

Yes, ladies and.. ladies, it's that time again. Time, once again, to iron those uniforms and look sharper than usual. That's right, it's time for the annual area manager's inspection. I've got colorguard duty, I'm commanding and taking Navy flag. My American flag has the flu and some other virus on top of not feeling his best anyway, so I've been scrambling all day to find someone to take his place. I've got two on deck in case anything happens.
Wish us luck!

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

You know you're in Redneck ROTC when..

You know you're in ROTC when:
-- You and your friends from ROTC walk together and in cadence. Wthout anyone calling it.
-- You change step while walking with friends without realizing you're doing it.
-- You call every adult sir or ma'am
-- you feel the need to salute even when out of uniform.
-- you polish every black pair of shoes you own, even the ones you're not supposed to.
-- you iron all your shirts with military creases
-- you wish everyone understood what you were talking about when you say "Hey! He's out of alignment!"
-- you wish everyoned understood what you were so upset about when said person was out of alignment.
-- Your CO starts to cry when you win something.
-- when you win something, you can die happy b/c everyone else is so proud and happy.
-- When you hear a bell ring, you immediately jump to attention and wait to be dismissed from class.
-- When being fallen in, it's not unusual to hear "Ok, y'all, fall in!"

Oh yeah. Redneck dominated ROTC, right there.

Saturday, January 21, 2006

Another competition!!!

Hi there! We did pretty well today, and we won a first place trophy for basic armed drill!! Causey (our CO and commander of the drill team) was so proud of us and so pleased he was crying. He's a senior, and he's never won anything with us, so this really meant a lot to him.
None of us really expected to win exhibition anything, and it turns out we placed about 8th or 9th out of 17 (really good!).
Unarmed basic didn't place in the top 5, and neither did my colorguard, but I think we were really really good.
The academic test was so hard! The top score out of the 170 cadets that took it was a 71.. we don't mess around with our academics! Sadly, we didn't place in that either, but it was still a really good learning experience.
Personnel Inspection is usually our strong suit, but for some reason we were really off today. Last year we placed 3rd out of 16, this year we didn't place at all. Oh well. Now we know for next year!
We had a blast going to and coming from competition on the bus.. let's just say we had some pretty interesting sing alongs and we'll just leave it at that haha!
Everyone was dancing and messing around before the awards ceremony and just having a good time.. I got the guidon and was waving that around, then handed it off and started my white girl dance Oh yeah. hee hee. the other kid with my last name was doing his cool little Russian dance, where you squat down and pop back up in rhythm, and he's good at it! I think our school had more spirit than anyone else there, but who am I to say? We didn't win spirit award, tho.
Causey was so happy he invited everyone over to his house for a party to celebrate, but obviously I didn't go, seeing as how we got back too late for my mom to let me go.
All in all, a good learning day.
Much love to my people,
Miranda

Monday, January 16, 2006

Tagged!!

1. Seven things to do before I die:

a. share my faith with others, and not fear being rejected.
b. Go to a really good college.
c. make peace with the people i've hurt
d. get over the hurt my parents have caused me
e. move back to texas!!
f. be with my friends and family altogeter without any of them fighting!!
g. live with no regrets

2. seven things i cannot do:

a. work on cars.
b. laugh or smile for a whole day
c. garden or keep a plant alive.
d. explain myself eloquently all the time.
e. lie well
f. Not be angry at stupid stuff
g. stop being sarcastic for a whole day

3. seven things that attract me to my wife or husband

a. don't have one.


4. seven things i say most often:

a. Psh.
b. dur
c. Can someone please come pick me up?
d. Yes sir!
e. Stupid..
f. I love you!
g. oui.

5. seven books, series, or authors i love:

a. A Tree Grows in Brooklyn
b. The Bible
c. Harry Potter Books (yeah yeah!)
d. Waiter
e. Kitty
f. Kristin
g. Run Silent, Run Deep

6. seven movies i watch over and over again (or would watch over and over again if i had the time):

a. Monty Python and the Holy Grail
b. Cinderella
c. Willie Wonka and the Chocolate Factory
d. Shrek
e. Peter Pan
f. The Iron Giant
g. princess bride

7. seven people i'm tagging: (i'll post a comment and let them know they've been tagged.)

a. Kitty
b. Billy
c. Lindsey
d. Lissa
e. Vanessa
f. Mike (If he'll consent lol)
g. Tiffani-Noelle

Sunday, January 01, 2006

I So Hate Consequences..

My mother woke me up this morning with, "Your father and I might split up. Get dressed for church." Happy new year to you, too. She's been crying/angry all day, but my tear ducts started to burn after a while, so I stopped. That doesn't mean I'm not feeling anger or sadness, mind. I am. But I've been cracking jokes all day to break the tension, and we've just not been talking about it.

What happens? 22 years, and they stop. That's not supposed to happen. Mike's right. Complacency. They meant it when they took their vows. Does something happen after 40? What happened until death do us part? What does God want me to do? Time for some soul searching.

Love always, and a better new year than I'm in for,

Miranda

Friday, December 23, 2005

More random stuff

screw that it's cheesy and redundant and cliched. it's awesome.

-To every girl who wants to be called beautiful not hott.

-To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect birthday present for you.

-To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose the whore instead.

-To every girl who is nice to everyone no matter who they are.

-To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend.

-To every girl that wont settle for the jerk.

-To every girl who would just like once to be treated like a princess.

-To every girl that cries at night because of another HeArTBrEaK.

-To every girl that wont get down on her knees and open her mouth just to get a boyfriend.

-To every girl that just wants to holds hands.

-To every girl that kisses him with meaning.

-To every girl who just wishes he CARED.

-To every girl that just wants to cuddle.

-To every girl that just wants to sleep (no sex) with him.

-To every girl that is scared to put her heart out there again because she has been hurt so many times.

-To every girl who shows how much she cares and gets nothing back.

-To every girl that thought maybe this could be the one.

-To every girl that believes in her dreams.

-To every girl that would do anything so she could achieve them.

-To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff when she actually does think it is funny.

-To every girl who is just looking for that one and only and is having a rough time along the way.

-To every girl that has been cheated on cuz shes not a skanky whore who gives it up to any guy.

-To every girl that doesnt want a guy who just plays wit her emotions but actually CARES about how she feels.

-To every girl who wants words backed up with actions.

- To every girl that fell for all the lies only to find themselves alone in the end.

- To every girl that gave her heart away to have it shoved back in her face.

THIS ONE IS FOR YOU.

Colorguard tonight for the Magics vs. the Lakers. WATCH FOR ME!! I'm the chick either rifling or Navy flag holding.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Monday, December 19, 2005

95 THINGS IF YOU'RE REALLY BORED

95 questions if you're BORED
So, what's your name?:Miranda
Age?:15
Race/ethnicity?:whiter than white.. but with color
Thinking right now?:snow.. guess from all that whitness haha
Well if it's nothing, should we begin?:sure
On relationships...
Anyway...crush?:5th amendment
Got one?:yeah
Are you going to tell me their name?:no
Are you single?:yes
Are you taken?:no
Why are you single if you are?:my boyfriend and i decided that we'd be better off as friends. So yes, I'm single.
If you're taken, who's the lucky guy/girl?:N/A
Do you think they're lucky to have you?:He was lucky while he had me ;-)
How long have you liked said person?:uuuuuuuum... Idk
Are you glad this section is over?:yes
Yes?:yes.
No?:wha?
On favourites...
What's your favourite song(s)?:I Am
Movie?:Gone With the Wind
Game?:Pac-Man
Website?:mine
Food?:edible
Survey?:the other one that's on my myspace.
Survey maker? *points at self*:you
Hair color?:brownish blondish red....dish.
CD album?:Have a Nice Day
Band?:Bon Jovi
Artist?:Josh Groban
Program of choice (as in computer program)?:N/A
This or that...
Windows or Mac?:windows..but lennox if i can get it ;-) (Kyle)
Death or life?:life
Cheese or porridge?:cheese
Britney or Christina...or neither?:neither
Lord of the Rings or Harry potter (ONE CHOICE ONLY):Harry Potter
Legolas or Aragorn?:Legolas
Arwen or Eowyn?:Eowyn.. tough chick
Fantasy or Reality?:Reality
Religion or atheism?:religion
Would you wanna die of...
murder or old age:old age
drive by or starvation?:drive by
In your sleep or in a tar pit?:sleep
What if...
If you could go back in time and change anything, what would you do?:thought before i said or did anything.
The sky was yellow?:the laws of color changed.
If you could take up any language what would you learn?:Italian
you were a movie? What would you be?:A League of Their Own.. and not because i like baseball
Lovey dovey stuff..
Are you of age?:no
Did you read the rating?:no
How many years till your legal?:2.8
Favourite fantasy?:n/a
Do you dream of your crush?:occasionally....
Have you had sex yet?:no
Did you type Virgin if you haven't? Type it now if you are.:virgin
Do you lie about your age to people?:no
How many partners have you had?:none
Been to third base yet?:no
All the way?: no
With who?:n/a
Are you going to tell me?:no
Tired of this yet?:yes
First thing you think of...
Mauve:lipstick
gay:carson kressley
legolas:blond
cheese:yellow
Alyssa:new york
Johnny:depp is creepy
Justin:brother
Josh:friend
Orlando:evil
Shane:snowpeople have come to liiiife!
Finish the sentence
If it ain't broke:don't fix it
The grass is greener:in somebody else's lake
What's love:, anyway
You are what you:look like
Battle of the bands (in no particular pairing)
Muse or Modest mouse?:n/a
The cure or Blink 182?:n/a
Pink Floyd or Guns and Roses?:pink floyd
Avril Lavigne or Hilary Duff (yes you have to choose ONE haha):lavigne
Alexisonfire or Linkin park?:n/a
Franz Ferdinand or staind?:franz ferdinand
Slipknot or rancid?:n/a
Afi or Three days grace?:three days grace
Sugarcult or Hoobastank?:n/a
Dashboard confessional or Story of the year?:n/a
Nsync or Backstreet boys?:neither
I'm done...happy?:INSANELY SO!
Are you sure? BYE!:yes! Good bye!
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And my exams are done!!!

Monday, December 12, 2005

Academic Team

I hold two practices a week so that if you can't make one, you can at least come to the other one. if you have told me that you are interested to Academic team or have made a commitment to me and my team, I want you to start showing up. You have opportunities. If you do not, come and explain to me the situation, and we will figure something out.
Thank you,
PO3 Brown

Monday, December 05, 2005

Kristin, I would like to thank you very very much. Just cause you rock. And Kitty, you and the rest of the POD rock as well. I got a seeeeerious case of the giggles reading about the Smurf Infantry.. Penguin Chick and Bender, if you wanna know what i'm talking about, go here: http://audiblesigh.blogspot.com. Very very cool lady right there. :-D
Ok, have a nice day!

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Dizzy

Dizzy World, how I have missed thee.. I never get to go there.. *snicker snicker snort* Shyeah right. But I'm still going tomorrow to meet up with my boyfriend whom I never get to see. :-) So yay.
Thanksgiving holidays start tomorrow *cheers* *finds herself using way too many IM expressions* and I'm makin' a pie! :-D Nuuummmy... Janet's making rolls, mom's making a cheesecake, and we're all helping with the Turkey.

Thank God for the good people.

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Heck Yesh.

It's All About The Pentiums---------------------------Parody of "It's All About The Benjamins" by Sean "Puffy" CombsNew lyrics by "Weird Al" YankovicIt's all about the Pentiums, babyUhh, uh-huh, yeahUhh, uh-huh, yeahIt's all about the Pentiums, babyIt's all about the Pentiums, babyIt's all about the Pentiums!It's all about the Pentiums!(Yeah!!)What y'all wanna do?Wanna be hackers? Code crackers? SlackersWastin' time with all the chatroom yakkers?9 to 5, chillin' at Hewlett Packard?Workin' at a desk with a dumb little placard?Yeah, payin' the bills with my mad programming skillsDefraggin' my hard drive for thrillsI got me a hundred gigabytes of RAMI never feed trolls and I don't read spamInstalled a T1 line in my houseAlways at my PC, double-clickin' on my mizouseUpgrade my system at least twice a dayI'm strictly plug-and-play, I ain't afraid of Y2KI'm down with Bill Gates, I call him Money for shortI phone him up at home and I make him do my tech supportIt's all about the Pentiums, what?You gotta be the dumbest newbie I've ever seenYou've got white-out all over your screenYou think your Commodore 64 is really neatoWhat kinda chip you got in there, a Dorito?You're usin' a 286? Don't make me laughYour Windows boots up in what, a day and a half?You could back up your whole hard drive on a floppy disketteYou're the biggest joke on the InternetYour database is a disasterYou're waxin' your modem, tryin' to make it go fasterHey fella, I bet you're still livin' in your parents' cellarDownloadin' pictures of Sarah Michelle GellarAnd postin' "Me too!" like some brain-dead AOL-erI should do the world a favor and cap you like Old YellerYou're just about as useless as jpegs to Helen KellerIt's all about the Pentiums!It's all about the Pentiums!It's all about the Pentiums!It's all about the Pentiums!Now, what y'all wanna do?Wanna be hackers? Code crackers? SlackersWastin' time with all the chatroom yakkers?9 to 5, chillin' at Hewlett Packard?Uh, uh, loggin' in nowWanna run wit my crew, hah?Rule cyberspace and crunch numbers like I do?They call me the king of the spreadsheetsGot'em all printed out on my bedsheetsMy new computer's got the clocks, it rocksBut it was obsolete before I opened the boxYou say you've had your desktop for over a week?Throw that junk away, man, it's an antique!Your laptop is a month old? Well, that's greatIf you could use a nice, heavy paperweightMy digital media is write-protectedEvery file inspected, no viruses detectedI beta tested every operating systemGave props to some, and others? I dissed'emWhile your computer's crashin', mine's multitaskin'It does all my work without me even askin'Got a flat-screen monitor, 40" wideI believe that yours says, "Etch-A-Sketch" on the sideIn a 32-bit world, you're a 2-bit userYou've got your own newsgroup, alt.total-loserYour motherboard melts when you try to send a faxWhere'd you get your CPU, in a box of Cracker Jacks?Play me online? Well, you know that I'll beat youIf I ever meet you I'll control-alt-delete youWhat?It's all about the Pentiums!It's all about the Pentiums!It's all about the Pentiums!It's all about the Pentiums!What y'all wanna do?Wanna be hackers? Code crackers? SlackersWastin' time with all the chatroom yakkers?9 to 5, chillin' at Hewlett Packard?What?

And by the way.. inspection was good.
Where can I find that jet fuel?...

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Good News, Bad News, and Somewhere In Between

In between news first, guys. I'm not quitting Sea Cadets until February, when my one year (how else shall I put this?) enlistment expires. I'll just not renew.
Bad News: Homecoming: Went stag, no one would dance with me.
Good News: (Save the best for last, right?): I'm dating the awesomest guy from work. :-) He treats me like I should be treated, I like him, and he likes me! The only problem: I have noooo idea what to get him for Christmas. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR!!! KJ-52? Yes.
Ok.
Je t'aime!

Friday, October 07, 2005

Oy..it's finally over

I can't take it anymore... And I didn't even last six months. Ok, yeah I did. But does it even count? Anyway, the point is, I'm quitting Sea Cadets. Not ROTC. Sea Cadets. It's stressing me out. I'm getting overwhelmed. So I am quitting. Yeah, I'm letting some people down. But this is up to me, right? I've got so much stuff going on.. ROTC stuff, work stuff, not to mention school! No more. I'm getting outta here.
Wish me luck telling Lieutenant. Oy.

Thursday, September 29, 2005

In Honor Of Stupid People

This was taken from Kristin's website:
In Honor of Stupid People . . . .In case you needed further proof that the human race is doomed through stupidity, here are some actual label instructions on consumer goods.
On a Sears hairdryer -- Do not use while sleeping.
(That's the only time I have to work on my hair.)
On a bag of Fritos -- You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside.
(the shoplifter special?)
On a bar of Dial soap -- "Directions: Use like regular soap."
(and that would be???....)
On some Swanson frozen dinners -- "Serving suggestion: Defrost."
(but, it's just a suggestion.)
On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom) -- "Do not turn upside down."
(well...duh, a bit late, huh!)
On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding -- "Product will be hot after heating."
(...and you thought????...)
On packaging for a Rowenta iron -- "Do not iron clothes on body."
(but wouldn't this save me time?)
On Boot's Children Cough Medicine -- "Do not drive a car or operate machinery after taking this medication."
(We could do a lot to reduce the rate of construction accidents if we could just get those 5 year-olds with head-colds off those bulldozers.)
On Nytol Sleep Aid -- "Warning: May cause drowsiness."
(...I'm taking this because???....)
On most brands of Christmas lights -- "For indoor or outdoor use only."
(as opposed to what?)
On a Japanese food processor -- "Not to be used for the other use."
(now, somebody out there, help me on this. I'm a bit curious.)
On Sainsbury's peanuts -- "Warning: contains nuts."
(talk about a news flash)
On an American Airlines packet of nuts -- "Instructions: Open packet, eat nuts."
(Step 3: say what?)
On a child's Superman costume -- "Wearing of this garment does not enable you to fly."
(I don't blame the company. I blame the parents for this one.)
On a Swedish chainsaw -- "Do not attempt to stop chain with your hands or genitals."
(Oh my God..was there a lot of this happening somewhere?)
Now that you've smiled at least once, it's your turn to spread the stupidity and send this to someone you want to bring a smile to (maybe even chuckle)...

Friday, September 23, 2005

You are reading a post...

FROM THE NJROTC'S NEWWWWWWWW PETTY OFFICER THIIRRRRRRRRD CLASS!! Go me. :-D haha! Yesh! Will and Kyle got promoted too, and my best friend is now an Ensign.. look at da choo choo! hahahaha
Cologuard tonight, so I've got to go get ready.
Loves to ya!
Miranda

Friday, September 16, 2005

Lists

WHAT I DISLIKE ABOUT MYSELF
  • I'm a hypocrite.
  • I'm forgetful.
  • I lie.
  • I'm mean.
  • I'm selfish.
  • I'm a jealous person.
  • I am entirely too hard on everyone, including myself.
  • I'm controlling.
  • I don't always turn to God.
  • Some of my "friends" aren't the best influence on me, but I'm so desperate for friends, or people to talk to, I don't care.
  • I'm power-hungry.

WHAT I LIKE ABOUT MYSELF

  • I listen to people.
  • I think I'm pretty. Sort of.
  • I like stuff no one else seems to be into.
  • I eventually turn back to God.
  • I have some pretty awesome websites. :-D
  • I do have some good friends. Not all of them are hoodlums.
  • I'm successful in school. specially ROTC.

Life isn't all bad. Just partly.

Much love to you, my people.

Miranda

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Happy Birthday!

It's my brother's 17th birthday today, and I've learned how to say "happy seventeenth birthday" in french. "Joyeaux anniversaire dix-sept!" Go me! haha
I put in my request chit for my written test for PO3. I should be able to take the test either next week or the following, depends on when Nelson gets my chit, and gives it to Rodriguez. So, my dearly devoted 3 or 4 fans, wish me luck! :-D
1st sarge issued the colorguard combo covers.. they look like the ones the Chiefs have, not officers, but they are still wicked cool! I can't believe I just said that, because we have an extra "idiot strap" that comes down around our chins in addition to the regular one. Kyle is gonna have fun calling commands through that, let me tell you.
Homecoming.. I'm running for Homecoming Lady, so Brittany, you'd better vote for me!! I'll probably be going to the dance, with or without a date. Um. I still haven't asked him, but please don't hurt me.. pleeeeease.... I'm a coward. But I'll get over it. I think the ideal time would be after Sunday. So hold me to it, people!
Ok, time to go.
Loves, y'all.
Miranda

Sunday, September 11, 2005

9/11

My dad is flying home from Arlington today, which makes me really nervous. For obvious reasons. But I've talked it over with some people, and I guess I'm not as upset as I was.
They keep making me watch videos and analyses of September 11, 2001.. I can't stand any more. It's awful.
I miss Arlington.. We don't have a Wal-Mart within a 15 mile radius, a video rental place within 25, I haven't seen an Albertson's though they advertise them all the time, the nearest Kohl's is in Georgia or Alabama or wherever, there aren't any Kroger's, and I have to drive for 10 minutes through the crappy backroads before getting to school, and we're lucky if we can find a place with gas for less than 3 bucks. "Clermont is such a great place to live!" My foot it is! Sorry, I don't mean to be as mean as I am, it's just that I'm under a lot of strain for a 15 year old kid.
Moving right along.. I really wanna be going back this summer, but I don't think that is going to happen with work, and some other things I'm not allowed to talk about... :-D
I need some SA's to be doing their practical factors here soon.. otherwise I can't complete mine, and I don't get to take the written test for PO3. Grrr.. and if I don't make PO3 soon... I won't be a chief by the end of the school year, which lowers my chances for getting on staff next year, which lowers my chances even more of running ROTC by my senior year. Wow.. and all fo this because some SA's don't wanna be promoted.
'kay, yeah.

Friday, September 09, 2005

Shtuff

I really don't know what to say, except that I love you, and God does too! :-)

Thursday, September 01, 2005

Update!!!!!

WE JUST HEARD FROM OUR FRIENDS IN GULFPORT!!! They're fine, they're working in Mobile for now... I am sooooo happy!!! *prays* Thank you, God!
Love,
Me

Random Ramblings

Sitting here...at school... after drill practice.... being bored.... with the drama and anime freaks. But I love 'em. They have their own thing. I was just sitting and talking with Brittany for about an hour, something I never thought possible! She's really cool if you just sit and talk with her.
My prayers are with my friends in Mobile and Gulfport and Daphne. I don't know how they are, and I really really hope they're ok.
Have a good one, my marshmallow following!

Sunday, August 28, 2005

School Musical

Our school is putting on a musical, called Nunsense, for which I auditioned. It's about the Little Sisters of Hoboken putting on a talent show type thing to raise money so they can bury 4 Sisters. See, the cook accidentally poisoned herself and 51 other Sisters, and the only reason these 5 nuns weren't poisoned was because they were off playing bingo. But they don't have enough money to bury the last sisters because Mother Superior bought a Nintendo and big screen tv for the convent. So it's a really cute musical, and I auditioned for the parts of Sister Mary Robert Anne and Sister Mary "Amnesia". Sister Amnesia was hit on the head with a crucifix, and can't remember who she is or anything. Sister Robert Anne is a street smart nun from Brooklyn. I didn't get a part, but I'm ok with it. My friends all got parts, so I'm happy for them. It doesn't do any good to mope or complain or be jealous, does it? It just makes anger grow in your heart.
Sea Cadets was cancelled this weekend, giving me time to work and relax. Respectively.
Bye bye, people.

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Progress Reports

School's in for about two weeks, and we've got our progress reports! NJROTC: 100. French: 100. English II: 95.2. World History: 103. The first thing daddy says when he hears this? "How did you get a 100 in French, and a 95.2 in a foreign language?" Gee, dad. Thanks. But ok.
GUESS WHAT!! I've got my practical factors in to study for the test I have been waiting for.... P.O.3!!!! yay for me. (And if I play my cards right, I might be testing for chief by the end of the school year.)
News over where you guys are? Hope it's all good!
Love to my readers!
Me

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Long time, no type!

Hey, my devoted readers! All... two of you. School's back in session, it has been for about a week now, and I'm really enjoying it! I'm assistant administration for JROTC, going to be inducted into the Thespians, and I'm really good at English! Life is good. And I'm a happy buggy. :-D
Peace and love to my peoples, and IM me, if you wanna. (AIM: goofyblond03)
:-D
Miranda

Thursday, July 07, 2005

Money.

I wrote this originally as a text message to my mother, but decided not to send it.
"Hi, mommy. I'm being bit***. Been snapping at the boys. I don't want to go to work. I just feel crummy. But I'm going anyway because we need the damn money. I hate dealing with the guests sometimes. It's always freaking hot and the idiots don't realize it and they come without thinking and complain that it's hot. I'm sorry, what do you want me to do about it? And I'll be stuck out on the carts, and damn I don't wanna deal with that. I wanna stay home and be a kid and be lazy some more, or cut the grass. But I'm going to go to work. Because we need the money. I hate money." It makes people miserable. And they treat it like it's God, and it's not. It's the be-all and end-all of the whole world. And it's useless pieces of paper.
I don't want to quit my job. But I don't want to do this anymore. Sometimes I don't want to live anymore. I don't want to kill myself, but sometimes I just don't want to live. And then I think about what God did for me, and I feel so selfish. And childish. Crying and throwing a fit because I don't want to go to work.
"Mommy, let me stay home today."

Monday, June 20, 2005

Oh, God.

Oh, God, why does everything get complicated when you get to high school? Why do people have to hurt themselves? Why do they kill themselves? Why does it hurt so much to grow up? Make it stop hurting, God. Don't let him kill himself. Please. I don't even know him, but please don't let him die. Please don't let him hurt Dani. Don't let him hurt her by killing himself. Oh, God, please. Oh, God, please. Don't let him do it. Please God, no. Please, no. Hold him back, God. Please, hold him back. Please, God.

As much as I love my job, I can't help but find myelf counting down the days until Wednesday, my first day off since last Wednesday. Of course, I have a staff meeting I need to go to, where we will probably call the drill cards that, of course, I haven't been able to re-memorize. These are the same cards that we did for competition, yes, but I didn't memorize them then, I didn't have them "committed to memory" for the drill down that never was, and I most likely will not have them memorized by Wednesday. So, for right now, sucks to be me.
I got my learner's permit on Saturday, and I've already driven for a grand total of about 70 minutes. So, yay for me!
I've been stuck out on the carts at work a lot lately, which I dislike because it's hot, it's humid (it's Florida!), and no one buys anything from the Top Hat Cart, and the only thing that the guests ever seem to buy from the "Lights, Motors, Action!" Cart is drinks. They've been talking about starting to sell beer from certain points in the park, which means that a lot of the kids (such as myself) that have been recently hired will not be able to work at those certain points anymore. Which could be a good thing, I suppose. :-D
As I have nothing more to say, bye bye!
Randi ~ the Crazy Seabiscuit

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

My screw ups

Work was... interesting yesterday. I've got the hang of the register, but the shipping forms, and processing returns/refunds are just killing me. I totally screwed up somebody's shipping transaction yesterday; I'll really be surprised if they even get the packages! I didn't put the sku number, or any of the stuff I needed too because I forgot all about doing that, and I didn't realize how badly I'd botched it until I got home last night about 10:30. I was feeling sick and exhausted by the time my brothers got me home from work, and Liz called me and my phone died. I was outside from 1400 to 1636, got a 15 minute break about then, stocked the Prop Shop for 30 minutes (until 1736), and went to relieve someone at AFI, where I screwed up the shipping form that I already whined about. I was there for about an hour when I realized that, "Hey, I haven't had my lunch break yet.. Oh, well, someone will come to break me." Another hour passed, and it was about then that I realized that I could go off and take the break anyway. (This was an hour before I was off.)I got to the break room, and they have CNN on, or something like that, and then I heard about what happened at EPCOT at Mission: Space. I truly couldn't believe what had happened.. It just seemed like things like that don't happen at WDW. My prayers go out for the family of the boy who died.
All my love to you and yours,
Miranda

Monday, June 13, 2005

Training Day 2, and Realizations

Yesterday was my last training day, and it went a lot smoother than last week's. I think I'm ready to go without a trainer now. Thank God for the people! I have so much fun at work. I love my job. I get to play with toys and little kids.. and I get paid for it. you just can't beat a job you love. Ok, if I was in the A/C, it'd be a lot better, because hey! It's Florida, it's hot, and it's humid. Sunshine State my foot. Liquid Sunshine State is more like it. It get to the point where you feel like you're walking through a wet sponge in 99 degree weather... fuuuuun.. But I get to play, so I'm happy. And my fellow cast members are great! Jacob had his wisdom teeth pulled Thursday, but he's already back to work.. Go Jacob! Juan is my favorite person. He's 15 like me and he's so nice. Jon kinda creeps me out a little. He's always asking me how I am doing, and if I understand the disney way. Victoria is cool, too. *Not gcool, but cool* She was in JROTC *pronounced Jay-Rot-See (that's a joke)* at her school, too.. so we bond over the toy rifles... MAD RIFLE SKILLS, YO! My trainers have both been awesome, so I have a great thing going on right now.
Sadly, my schedule (as of now) will not permit me to go to church... So I'm really reading my bible a lot. It makes me feel so much better.
Now for the realizations: I can't make other people happy, that's not my responsibility. Friends are the best things in the world. And my last realization: Goofy blonds are not dumb. Random, yes. But it's what I do.
So if you would all be so kind as to leave me comments, that would be great.
Much love,
Randi

Sunday, June 05, 2005

Training Day

First off, before I go into the gory little details of my wonderful day, I would like to apologize for being so.... bleah... the other day. Once again, e-mail me if you want to know why.. either that, or IM me. It's on my profile.
Training Day Numero Uno: My day begins with my dear old dad waking me up at 6:45. I am angry at myself for not waking up earlier, but I get over it. At least I get breakfast! We take his Goldwing motorcycle over to the Studios where I meet my trainer and fellow trainee: Marcia, the trainer, is a former Marine, and Veronica is also in JROTC. (Marcia found out that I was in JROTC and kept bringing this fact, among others, up to our guests. They now all know that I want to be an officer.) Once I get the hang of the register (which isn't even a touch screen [Mitra] like the food and beverage people get), remember how to greet our guests, figure out how to send packages up to people's rooms/hotels/homes, and realize that credit cards aren't evil, I really like doing this! Especially since I only have to work 7 hours per day, one hour of which is designated break (I must, by law, have one hour break and only work 7 hours a day.. Child labor laws, I dunno.)! Oh, WDW.. I love thee.
Now that I'm in a Disney mood, I leave you all with a HAPPY ending!
I love you!!!
Miranda

Friday, June 03, 2005

I feel..

I feel like crap. Yesterday's garbage. You know, the really yucky stuff that no one really seems to like. Wanna know why? E-mail me. I don't feel like writing why right now, because I'm being a curmudgeon and a B****. Sorry. I'm just upset.
Have a lovely day, so that at least one of us will.
Miranda

Friday, May 27, 2005

Balcony Scene From Romeo and Juliet: a Freshman Analysis

The balcony scene was a profound experience for Romeo. The woman he thought he loved did not return his affection, so to forget about her he went to a party and effectively did just that by meeting his rebound girl and future wife, the 13 year old Juliet. They both fell head over heels in love. Romeo, being the creepy guy that he is, snuck into her private garden where he heard the lovestruck Juliet say she loved him. Romeo was overjoyed when he heard this, but decided to let her keep going to boost his fragile male ego. Finally the "peeping Tom" confessed his feelings for her, which were, by his thinking, love.
Juliet was an innocent. She was hardly ever let out of the house, and I'm willing to bet the only men she ever saw were the servants and her father. I believe it was inevitable that she'd fall for Romeo; he showed interest in her. When he surprised her in her garden, she was, of course, a little embarrassed that he had overheard her. She admitted she loved him, he said the same thing to her, and she, using some sense, asked if he intended to marry her. She didn't want ot put her heart out there for him to trample over if he decided that it was too much torouble to continue seeing her. She loved him very much, and she wanted to be sure of his feelings for her.
So in conclusion, both kids were foolish. They were led by a love that would never work out for either family. Romeo was just on the rebound, and Juliet was simply swept off her feet. Many people have made that mistake, but not as many would interpret the play as I do: it was foolish.
And thus concludes my freshman analysis of the balcony scene of Romeo and Juliet.

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Updated Summer Plans

Sadly, my summer plans have been changed. Ok, maybe not sadly. Here's the story, as bungled as only I can make it: Monday, shortly after posting my summr plans #1, my father came home with the news that he had called my doctor, and Dr. H said that he'd rather not have me off my meds for 2--4 weeks (Dad didn't really specify how long the training was), and seeing as how the Medical Officer at boot camp doesn't want to/can't legally handle medicines, I cannot go. I could smuggle the medicine in, but if they catch me, wouldn't they put "Kicked out of boot camp-- smuggling drugs"? I would hate for that to be on my record!
I have my first job. I am now a proud empl- er, Cast Member of Walt Disney World! Yay! Disney-MGM Studios Backlands in merchendising, which is nearby where my Dad works. So instead of boot camp, I'll be "moichen-dising"!
My grandma is taking my brothers and me to Daytona Beach for a nice little vacation, so I should probably talk to my schedular about that, yes? Yes.
That's just about it for now, thanks for taking the time to read!
Love from Miranda

Monday, May 23, 2005

Summer Plans.. Soon to be updated!

Hello, my stale, marshmallow... ah, forget it. School's out on Thursday, and so far, I have only one plan for the summer: Boot camp from July 17 through July 30. I've been contemplating getting my head completely shaved, so I won't sweat to death.. and also to look kinda cool. Oh, what a feeble joke. I'll walk into my sophmore year bald. That should be fun.
I need more plans, darn it! July is far away, and we don't have a community pool.
Oh, I forgot to mention. I am now the proud owner of eleven (count 'em, e-lev-en) ribbons. Ok, technically ten, but I forgot about Unit Service and Commander was pissed enough, pardon my french. I did not want to make him walk back to supply to get an eleven ribbon bar holder plus a unit service. No. Not a good idea to make Commander mad...der.
Hmm... so, I wish you all a good day!
Love from Miranda

Friday, May 20, 2005

Two Little words... NAIL POLISH!!

Muahahahahah!! I am evil in the flesh... I embarrassed 1st Sgt. in front of a few people... Who knew it was possible?
See, what happened was that on Wednesday 1st Sgt asked to borrow clear nail polish in order to repair a flag. Thursday I brought it in, being the "kind" soul I am. This morning I walked into CDR's classroom where 1st Sgt, CDR, Smith, and Causey were and asked, grinning the whole time, "Sir, can I have my nail polish back if you're done with it?" I have never seen that man grin bigger than he did right then.
Causey: "Oooh, sir, we were wonderin' why you had your hands in your pockets.. Let's see those nails!"
1st Sgt pulls his hands out of his pockets. No color on his nails, of course.
He then tells them why I brought in the polish.
Me: "Don't let him fool you, he asked for the bright red for his own personal use!" So, yes. I am mean sometimes. Darn it.
Anyway, love from the
Sea Biscuit.

Thursday, May 19, 2005

male chauvanist pigs..

Yes, I have come to the conclusion, once again, that males are chauvanist pigs. Why do you say that, Miranda? you ask.. Because most are. No offense to Mr. Ken or any other non pig. At least in the military they are. Former Marines and wannabes, anyway... YES, I'M TALKING ABOUT FIRST SERGEANT, SMITH AND SPILLANE!! Sorry to have grouped all of my male readers into that little group there.
We walk into East Ridge's cafeteria to perform a colorguard for a women's college softball/baseball tournement opening ceremony. The aforementioned men were drooling all over themselves. "Spillane, you have a girlfriend." "Yeah, but I can look! If I acted on it it would be different." Men. Are. Stupid. Let's beat them with sticks. Not all of them, just the idiots who drool all over themselves when they see a pretty girl walk by. But then, they're wired for it. Aren't they. Yes. these are usually the same idiots who don't get to know people and just just look at our appearances, and pass judgement on that alone. Remind me to stick with the guy I'm with now. At least he got to know me and my feminist self.
That's enough of a ramble for now.
Have a blessed day!
Love from Miranda

Monday, May 09, 2005

Specially for Bill

I think I've decided something: I'm not cut out for a leadership position quite yet. I mean, really! I'm just a first year cadet, and I'm sure there are many other cadets (upperclassmen, I mean) who could do a much better job than I could. I'm not good at marching people, or explaining myself, or giving a simple briefing, so please, Sir, give the armed basic card over to an upperclassman. I didn't ask for it. I appreciate it, I do, and I don't want to sound whiny, but I'm not ready for this position quite yet.. give me a couple of months.. If not, ok. I'll blunder through it. Congratulation to the other platoons for winning, is all I can say! ha ha
To Dustin: I'm very sorry about Staff Sergeant. His family is in my prayers. To Dani: I hope you're feeling better. To Mr. Stephen Pittara: congratulations, and you'll make it through. To Bill: Liz will appreciate it, and will you please update? To Elena: leave me a comment. To Ms. Frank: thanks for stopping by! To Kristin: Good to know you and Nelson had fun the other day! To Rachael: How are things going with you and Evan, the awesome viola dude? To Megan: Have a great day! To Zareen: Go Clements!!!! To anyone I may have missed, I'm really sorry, and have a great day!
May the embers from the open hearth warm your hands,
May the sun's rays from the Irish sky warm your face,
May the children's bright smiles warm your heart,
May the everlasting love I give you warm your soul.
Love to all my stale marshmallow projectile friends (a.k.a. "peeps") from the
Vigilante

Saturday, May 07, 2005

Let your voice be heard!!!

The following was on my brother's xanga site.. please go visit him too!

"Okay, I've found a solution to my boredom. Every now and then, I'm gonna do some commentaries on hot topics.
My first one shall be on an ever-contraversial subject: The seperation of God and State.
The following is a poem inside my yearbook.

Now I sit down in school
Where praying is against the rule for this great nation under God
finds mention of Him very odd.
If Scripture now the class recites,
it violates the Bill of Rights.
And any time my head I bow
becomes a Federal matter now.
Our hair can be purple, orange or green,
That's no offense; it's a freedom scene.
The law is specific, the law is precise.
Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice.
For praying in a public hall
might offend someone with no faith at all.
God's name is prohibited by the state.
We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks,
And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks.
They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible
to quote the Good Book makes me liable
We can study witchcraft, vampires and totem poles.
But the Ten Commandmentsare not allowed,
No word of God must reach the crowd.
It's scary here I must confess,
When chaos reigns the school's a mess.
So, Lord, this silent plea I make:
Should I be shot: My soul please take!
--Unknown

....The government makes so much sense today, doesn't it?
Any and all feedback is greatly appreciated. Now is your time to speak out and pass the word along."
Here are some comments found on his website..

"GOOD ISSUE!!!
I think the people of this great nation of ours needs to remember why we came to this land in the first place. We came to get away from religious persecution...and what are we doing to the Christians now? The exact same thing. *shakes head* People don't remember the past and end up making the same mistakes. What I don't understand is, we can't pray in a public place because it might offend a nonchristian and be violating their civil rights. BUT WHAT ABOUT OURS? Aren't our rights being taken away because we can't pray? We Christians have stood by and let one or two people take away our rights. It's not right or fair to us either. If they want to make a complete separation of church and state..why do we have christmas break? Christmas is to celebrate Jesus Christ's birth into this world. Easter celebrates his death. Yet we have state holidays at this time of year to celebrate Christian celebrations. It seems we pick and choose what fits us best and just ignore the others whose rights are being taken away also. Gives you something to think about eh?
Dani

Yeah I agree!!! Our goverment is pretty messed up. Our country gets off on the idea of bullying other countries and telling them how their counrties should be run. Wow, great way to win friends and influence people. For example the war in Iraq, I fully support the soldiers but I think our president made a mistake with this since we didnt find weapons and yeah the people of Iraq are now free but hell, we won our independence from England.. let those people win their own independence instead of the US going in there and looking like control freaks and trying to make everyone run things the way we do. That's just a point of how retarded our government is at times. The other thing I have a problem with is abortion, I mean seriously.. there are cases in which I could see getting one done..like a rape victim who got pregnant or something like that... but most of these dumb whores go n spread their legs and dont think about the consequences, I think its completely ridiculous to have an innocent baby killed becuase the mother is a stupid whore. We still dont consider those babies "people" when they have a heartbeat and what not at under a month into the pregnancy... and yet we keep old people alive on machines when the only reason their heart is beating is because a machine is making it, and yet they still have all their human rights. This is just a prime example of how dummmb people are. God is a controvesial subject and I honestly feel everyone is entitled to their own opinion. If someone wants to sit in public and pray then its like w/e let them. I dont see the big deal about it as long as they are not trying to preach to others or force their ideas on other people. I hate it with a passion when people try to force their ideas on me. I just want to choke them and tell them to shove it cuz they really have no idea whats best for me when theythink they do. Its funny how some people just think they know everything when the truth is that they dont even know what it is that they dont know. Ignorance and arrogance. Gotta love it. I personally like the idea of going to live with the penguins then starting a penguin army and taking over the world and sterilizing stupid people. That way they dont have the chance to raise another generation of fuck ups. But thats just my own personal opinion. Stupid people shouldnt have sex. Thats my word of advice for the day.. if you're an idiot do us all a favor and keep it in your pants just in case a tragedy should occur and you'd create another version of youself. Much love,
!~!~!~ Lis!~!~!~!~!"

And what about that? Abortion and prayer in schools, I mean. And anything else that might be on your minds. What do you guys think? Voice your opinions, because we will both (my brother and I) listen!! his website is xanga.com/aaronthewanderer.
Love from
Vigilante (a.k.a. Miranda)

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Pray for us

Don't know if you've read this already, but I thought I'd put it up anyway...
I need you guys to pray for a few people...
My friend John; his father is dying of cancer.
Heather Crawford: She was killed last monday coming to school. Pray for her family and friends.
God bless.
Randi

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Outburst and recovery

Sometimes I get so tired of being the good, reliable, dependable, smart little girl. I want to do something wild and unpredictable and crazy. But I won't let myself. I won't let myself sneak a sip of my parents liquor, or take some dip from the boys at school, or be a hopeless flirt. I won't let myself be intentionally hateful, or a bad student. I like it sometimes, though. I like always being there for a friend who's at their wits' end, to let them know that I am there for them. I like having good friends, who are good influences. I like being liked and respected by my friends' parents. I like being good, sometimes, and not frightening people with badness. I won't let myself go against a dress code, or disobey my parents, or sneak out of the house at night. I won't let myself kiss a stranger, or have pre-marital sex. I won't let myself break a law. I like it. I like it that pepople can recognize me as a Christian. Thank God for my conscience. Thank God for my love.
But there is something I've noticed: First Sergeant favors the pretty girls as opposed to the boys and us equally dedicated (if not more so) yet not so attractive girls. Seriously! Today he got frustrated and said that if any of us spoke out of turn, we would drop. I needed some paper, so I asked Nayelli if she had any. First Sergeant saw me talking, so I had to drop for 10. Ok, so he wanted Nayelli to drop too. She said she was answering a question, and he says, "Well, what did she ask you?" and she said "She was asking for some paper." I still had to finish my 10, though, but Nayelli didn't have to drop. Now, 15 minutes later, Shelly, one of his known favorite students, was talking. He gave her a warning. he didn't make her drop like me and Courtney, (neither of us are extremely attractive), and Nayelli talked her way out of it. He doesn't favor the boys. Just Brianne, Shelley, and Nayelli (all of whom he rags on, but he still favors them).. That is making me so mad. Sure, I might be blowing this out of proportion. But I thought it was noteworthy, if only in this. No offense intended.
And on a lighter note, I love you all.
Brownie (I changed that.. ha ha!)

Saturday, April 02, 2005

Causey

I had no respect for John T. Causey. I respected him as an officer, but I felt that he had done nothing to earn my respect as an element of our unit or just as a human being up until this point.
Then Thursday, during the AMI, I realized something: He cares about the unit. Whether or not it's for his own sake (he's going into the army when he graduates), he cares about us. When DeJan passed out during inspection, he was the one who carried her to the bench. He was the one who sacrificed class time (and possibly grades in Kregloe's class) for the good of the unit. Not Barajas (as far as I know), not any of our senior officers at all, just LT. JG Causey..
Mr. Causey, as a human being and an officer, I salute you.
And here's to all of you: May the road rise to meet your feet, may the wind be always at your back, may the sun shine warm upon your face, may the rain fall soft upon your fields, and until we meet again, may God hold you in the palm of his hand.
Randi

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Xangas.....

Folks, I would like to invite you all (yes, all 3 or 4 of you) to view my new website http://www.xanga.com/JoeSchmuckatelli.
This will actually be a place for you to tell me (if you so desire) what is going on in your life and any problems you may be having.. If you would actually like answers or suggestions I recommend going to http://www.xanga.com/ur_relations_psychiatrist_phd.
If you would like philosophy, go to http://www.geocities/gastonvig065, and see interesting thoughts.
Bye bye for now... I will be keeping up with this, still.
God's blessings to you, and my love and prayers.

Friday, March 18, 2005

UPDATE!!

Okay... time for an update....
Dani still wants to run away, but she has a valid reason which I shall not reveal, out of respect to her. I don't think she will, though.
We (that is to say, the drill team) will not be perfoming for the AMI, but I am on staff for the inspection only. My friend Alexandra Budrewicz is the only other first year on staff as well. We both were recently promoted to Seamen. Though I guess it should be Seawomen, seeing as how we are both female. Hee hee.
Sea Cadets is very stressing (especially on my back! Ouch!!!), but I still enjoy it.
Anyway, I guess that's all, unless Meggie or Roach or Tiffi or someone can tell me anything I have missed.
God's blessings on you, and my love and prayers.
Randi

Saturday, March 12, 2005

.................... *sigh* Dani, Dani Dani...

Ok, so I've got a friend who wants to run away from home, Sea Cadets is slightly stressing me out, and I've got a pass in review Area Manager Inspection (AMI) coming up in two weeks which I am supposed to perform for, and that could prove to be a problem, seeing as how we haven't been able to practice in about 4 weeks.
Dani, Dani, Dani. She's just really frustrated and under a lot of strain and God knows what else going on. God, please let her be safe. Keep her safe. Please.

Thursday, March 10, 2005

I Feel Pretty

I feel so good today... I woke up about 5:30 this morning, got dressed, and decided to actually put on make up. I don't do that often. I looked good. No one noticed, but I didn't do it for anyone else; I did it for me. You know?
Anyway, it was an all over good day. We were supposed to have an exam in Acting today, but there wasn't anyplace we could take it. So, we just basically sat around for about an hour and a half. We did have an exam in NJROTC: very easy. It's the same one, over and over again. On ranks, drill terminology, Naval terminology, and Marine Corps History. I missed one, though. I knew the right answer, I just filled in the wrong bubble. The question was: What is the civilian equivalant of naval term "Aft"? The correct answer was, "To go to the rear of a ship". I, naturally, filled in the bubble which corresponded with the answer, "To go off the ship, or off base". (The answer to that one is "ashore", by the way.)
Anyway, so I got a 99 on the exam. I'm no longer the "Smart kid" of the class. Whoo hoo! Though 1st Sarge threatened to give me about a thousand push ups for that one. *Gulp*. Kyle and me both. (Dustin, is that Kyle and I, or Kyle and me? gol) Cause Kyle missed one, too. "When was the Marine Corps emblem of the eagle, globe and anchor adopted?" (1868). Kyle is the smart one in his block. But he's still branded the "Smart Kid". I guess not all of us win. Tee hee.
The bus ride home was insane. I talked the entire way home. Hayley, Alyssa, Nate, and Katie had great fun with me. I told them the two things that really freak me out: needles, and anyone winking at me. Dunno why, but for some crazy reason, they kept winking at me, just to hear me shriek and see me shudder.
Don't get any ideas, buddy.
All my best and all my prayers and love,
Randi

Thursday, March 03, 2005

He's gone!!

Whoo hoo!! Evil Ninja is gone!!!
Now, if only there was a compliment of the day......
Love and God's blessings to you and yours.
Randi

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

Girl Problems....

Yeah, it's me again. Who else? I guess this is turning into my online Diary, accessable to everyone with a computer and internet service, but only read by 3 people.
Anyway.... Girl Problems, so Dustin, unless you really want to hear, turn back the page now. Yeah... you guys all know that I am basically a social outcast.. Well, not really, but you catch my drift. I guess I just.... I think too fast and I change the subject so rapidly that No one can really follow what I'm saying. Like, I'll say something totally relevant to me, but it'll be really random to everyone else, then I have to backtrack. Very time consuming, lemme tell ya. That must throw a lot of people off, especially guys. One of my guy friends explained that to me when I asked him why guys don't like me. He said that I change attitudes so quickly, it confuses people. I like guys who I know will never like me, or if they do, can't ever go out with me. Such as now. I have a crush on a guy who is taboo to me. See, there cannot technically be any affection between us, so even if he did like me, I couldn't date him. I guess it's like that syndrome where one "falls in love" with the doctor who heals them, or the friend who helps you. Geez. What's the matter with me?
Anyway, a good day to you and yours, and all of God's love to you.
Randi

I'm sorry, folks...

I want to apologize to all...... 3 of you who read this about Evil Ninja... he won't leave, even though I have attempted to delete him.
I'm sorry if he has offended you... Except for you, Dustin, you referred him to me. I do not like him (evil ninja), and I wish he would leave...
Anyway, love, God's blessings, and a wonderful day to you.

Randi

Friday, February 25, 2005

SEA CADETS, HERE I COME!!!

ALL RIGHT!!! THE FIRST STEP IS (almost) COMPLETED!!! I'm joining the Sea Cadets!!!! I'm so excited. I've been looking forward to this, let me tell you. I'm not expecting it to be easy, not by a long shot, but it's gonna be a great experience for me. I've already spoken with two of the Ensigns, and they both sound very....... well, not really nice, but helpful. Anyway. I'm really excited, except we have to PT. Not exactly happy about that, because we PT every Friday. But it should help with my school's PT, don't you think?
Or do you think at all? Sleep on that.
Love and prayers,
Randi

Sunday, February 20, 2005

To my dear friend Kristin

Kristin, my long-time friend of.........well, 2 years........ you need to update your blog. Seriously! You've not changed it since the 8th. Not even a happy birthday post for me on my birthday which was 3 days ago, today being the 20th. Yes, I know I forgot your birthday, but you know me. I'm blonder than you are, and I'm brunette. Almost. I'm forgetful. Unless I am beat over the head repeatedly with a mallet, I forget pretty much everything. You know that. I don't even know how old my own dear parents are....
Anyway. UPDATE!!
A blessed day to you and yours (whoever may be reading this),
Randi